Reflections on memory

and how the Brain works

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All of the following is written to make you aware of the illusions in this world, not to hurt anyone’s feelings. Sometimes it does hurt to see the nonsense in what we’ve believed for much of our life.

When I visited my aging 94 year old mom about 3 months ago, I noticed she almost always had the TV going in the background, with a news channel on. Thankfully the volume was quite low, so it wasn’t too annoying. I learned quickly to not pay any attention to it, unlike other family when they came by, they couldn’t stop looking at the hypnotic box.

My mom, with her dementia, liked it on because she could still read the ticker-tape news flashes moving across the screen, but the auditory part of her brain didn’t work very well. I knew this because at times she became more clear minded, and then she could hear quite well.

While there with my mom I noticed this blather from the box going on for days, about the death of the latest Pope, the Jesuit one. I know enough about the ‘news’, that almost everything is a fabrication, often to being the complete opposite. I’ve even seen them fake motor vehicle accidents, or show video game footage to illustrate the wars overseas.

So I thought about this Pope business a bit. As far as I can remember the Pope always remained as such until death, every single one. With the previous one, the Ratzinger Pope from Germany, having the evil Emperor Palpatine face, things changed.

Emperor Palpatine on earth

Emperor Palpatine in Star Wars

I remember the head of Catholicism generally keeping to issues relating to the religion. There was always talk about church issues, being against abortion, no birth control and the flock having large families, benediction of the saints and such. But people started talking about the obvious pedophilia going on.

So the Pope became more social issues oriented, to distract the masses, starting with the Polish Pope. The image of this Pope was crafted as the people’s fighter against the empire of the communists. He was actually presented by the media as being the catalyst that led to the fall of the Berlin wall, and the controlled disintegration of the Soviet Union. Even to the point of a faked assassination attempt on his life, supposedly by the Soviets.

never mind the pedophilia, this guy is on our side

With the following Pope Ratzinger a different personality was needed, one who was willing to fight against the fake threat of Islam, one with a tough looking face. But it was also necessary to replace the aging Pope, to keep engaging the populace, so he was unceremoniously removed, by forcing him to resign. This didn’t go well with many, so a different tactic was used with the following Pope called Francis, from Argentina.

Terrorism was now given a lower emphasis, and the New World Order was ramped up in everyone’s mind. This Pope essentially became a spokesperson of the World Economic Forum, spouting nonsense of a One World Religion. When he became less charismatic to the people he was removed by faking his death. Here he is a few hours before this ‘death’. I saw other things which led me to this conclusion, but I have much more to cover here.

Chatting with US politician

One thing that Francis tried to do, was take the spiritual out of religion and turn religion into social justice, the social justice here coming from a pedo cult. He encouraged everyone to inject poison into their body. He emphasized the importance of Science. This is where we take a segue to what the title of this post is, so I hope you are still here reading.

My point is that this One World Religion has already been developed over the centuries, and it is firmly entrenched now. The talk of creating a One World Religion was just a distraction, just like the fear of One World Government, which we already have.

I was already a believer in Science before the age of 10, as my godfather, a friend of my dad, had given me books of this religion on my birthday and Christmas. I read every single page.

After my family moved to Canada, as I talked about in my earlier writings, I had few friends initially, and I carried home books of this religion from the library, 10 books at a time at my age of eleven. I devoured every book I could find, mostly of Particle Physics, Theoretical Astrophysics, and how the brain works, which will be the focus soon.

And I believed it all. I still know the ins and outs. That’s why I understand how deceiving it can be. People around me think that ceasing to believe in Science is the same as throwing your brain away. They believe that Science pulled us out of the deceptions of a dark past. That we live longer lives (which we don’t). We are now with the benefit of all the devices and comforts that we have. But these devices and comforts have a dark side.

Science, as it is practiced, has always come from a belief and motivation that the natural world is not good enough, that we need to recreate it for our needs. That whoever or whatever created the world did a poor job, and we can do better. So instead of improving on nature, we fuck it up and destroy it. Every part of it. We have never made any of it better. The evidence is all around us. Maybe more convenient. But convenience leads to laziness, boredom and decay. We could be caretakers of something magical.

The buildings are out of place here. They try to prevent us from living in the bottom of the picture.

It helps to have the ability to immerse our mind into different modes of experience. Language here seems still to evade me. Perhaps I need to develop my language skills to that of a poet.

In our own experience, when do we feel the world is not good enough? There are times when we actually feel good, everything is just right. We are content and feel joy. But this urge appears, seemingly out of nowhere, where we had this sense of remembering, how good it felt to have that glass of wine, or smelled the aroma in the cup of coffee.

So for no good reason whatsoever, we already felt completely fine, but we are bored somehow. We finish sipping that wine or coffee, and suddenly realize, what did I do? I was feeling better before, sometimes much better.

This is how our manipulation of nature is. It can be the subtle manipulation of our inner experience or it can be the outer one. It all comes down to a basic mindset. It can appear very innocent or it can be harsh, filled with violent intent and hate. The ancient people wrote of this in the garden of Eden story. I’m not religious, nor a Christian, but I take information where I can find it, and these are some of the oldest writings I can find.

In the Genesis part of the Bible, originally called the Book of Remembrance, which was a record keeping of blood lines, we find the story of the garden of Eden, and man was put there to dress it and to keep it. There was a Tree of Knowledge with fruits that would cause the downfall of man. I think this story refers to the eating of this fruit, causing man to seek out knowledge to alter the original creation, causing man to think he could do better.

And in that story there was a demon behind it all. I know many devout students of the bible are going to think I have it all wrong. That the fruit from the tree meant that they had sex, or that the demon impregnated Eve and started a demonic bloodline called the Nephilim, which split man into 2 groups, man and mankind. I also know that the ancient language of the Hebrews used hieroglyphs and each symbol represented a sound that could have 8 meanings depending on the context.

Perhaps several interpretations are correct at the same time. I don’t want to disparage any of them. I also see the destruction of nature, and I see evil intent, the demon, not just stupidity and greed.

I did a simple search on the internet of ‘the parallels of science and religion’, and this is what I got.

Let’s reflect on what this picture tells us. First of all, It looks like either of the above are mind prisons. To suggest that any religion has the only answer, when there are hundreds of religions with different answers, numbs the mind. The four basic principles of Science are not practiced. Here is how they are directly experienced by those immersed in science.

1. Don’t Doubt - if you doubt, you are shunned and you’re character is destroyed

2. Science is the answer, the only answer

3. You need doubt to look for an alternative explanation (see #1 above), science works by consensus, majority opinion

4. We don’t know, but we’ll invent a theory and trick or force everyone to believe it

Both of them involve dogma, a principle or set of principles laid down by an authority as incontrovertibly true

The veil of Science acts like an artificial construct that hides reality, and I can see evil intent behind the whole history of the slow development of this belief system. It was always that only members of elite, connected families were given credit for ‘discoveries’ or inventions. Someone needed time and money to do experiments. They were generally connected with secret societies such as Pharmakeia practitioners, Freemasons, the Illuminati, the Vatican, Royal Societies, etc. Societies that required initiation and compliance as well as worship of those who experimented previously.

Many had serious moral problems, stealing in some cases, all of their ideas from others, and proclaiming them as their own. Examples are Thomas Edison and Albert Einstein.

One of many books about Albert from the patent office (where he worked)

I’m not saying that all of science should be flushed down the toilet. However, the foundational beliefs I have serious issues with. The idea, and it is still today just an idea, that the whole universe is composed of smaller than microscopic particles, dancing around and controlled by forces, which are also composed of other particles, has no actual evidence. It was simply proclaimed at one time, and since then one theory after another has been built on the foundation of this assumption.

You see, you can make theories and the math involved complex enough, to make a round peg fit into a square hole. But there are always observations that do not fit. So scientists get busy creating more theories and more mathematics to explain away the obvious. To hide the fact that things do not fit. Then we get this.

what if this were built on a foundation of water or even less substance?

Deception is the glue that keeps this house of cards standing.

The idea of mind or consciousness is sitting on a foundation of our mind residing in our brain, a mere biological electrical machine, but very complex. Otherwise known as the biocomputer. Well a computer has circuits and software, the programs. Some are built in, the ROM-read only memory. Some exist in RAM-random access memory. And some are stored on a Hard Drive-the long term memory.

The belief in this model of the brain was so strongly encouraged that the construction of computers, from their inception, was based on it. And it became foundational to all the money funnelled into research to support this model. Neural pathways (wires) were mapped out. The cells themselves were studied. Chemicals analyzed. Massive numbers of unfortunate monkeys were tortured with their brains dissected while they were conscious, just to see what would happen. They actually did the same with many men and women. Victims with brain injuries were studied.

What was promoted was that the sense of self, our consciousness, was a program itself, an illusion. Oddly enough, I think there may be many, if not most people alive, who do not have a sense of self, and thus they are walking automatons, repeating what they are told. I know the great poisoning that most are experiencing contributes to this. I noticed as my health got dramatically better, that my mind got sharper and my memory and ability to feel that I could do almost anything improved. Also my life these last few years has revolved around dissolving all the illusions that I clung to, my ability to connect to my intuition and connection to the knowledge of the universe has improved dramatically.

In the early 1970’s, I read a book that was making the rounds then. It was called, ‘The Man with a Shattered World’, written by A.R. Luria. I still remember the book today, and the name of the author, more than 50 years later. The author developed a relationship over a 30 year period, with a WW2 soldier and his horrible war wound. A bullet disintegrated large portions of the man’s brain, causing among many other issues a loss of memory so complete that only foundational memories remained, from an early childhood.

This man still had a sense of self, and had will, desire and intention. Somehow he developed an ability to write things which he could not understand himself, even when he looked at his words. I surmised he was still able to think, but every thought existed only in a fleeting moment, much like a just born infant looking at and feeling the world, without concepts or words to contain the experience. Every moment was new but quickly forgotten. No one knows how, but this damaged man was able to write 3000 pages of words over a 25 year period about his condition, pages that he could not read or understand.

back page of the book, a newer edition

I had enough experiences throughout my life, of my spirit or soul or sense of self being foundational to my experience in every moment of my life. More foundational than the illusion of the particle theory of matter and energy, which has always been just a fleeting thought. Something made up by people I don’t like.

I feel that I am a soul living with a physical suit that allows me to interface with this 3 dimensional space (and time) reality. Not the other way around. Although sometimes even the physicality disappears, and it is all just one. If you don’t experience this, you may not understand what I am saying.

All this talk is going around the internet of how these miscreants want to brain chip us, to install the direct link into our brain, between us and the internet, or the hive. This was promoted by the satanist Elon Musk (Neuralink), or the Klaus Schwab people (WEF). The idea was popularized in Sci-Fi, with the best example being the Borg in Star Trek. “Resistance is futile, you will be assimilated”, as the saying goes.

The part machine part human preconditioning

or Robocop

The Neuralink was already demonstrated 50 years ago with another scientist torturing a bull with an electrode put into its brain. They made a movie of the bull charging a man, and pushed a button jolting the bull’s brain, causing it to stop on the spot. This Neuralink is nothing but a distraction. Brain Science really hasn’t advanced much since then, because we are not a machine. Not a computer.

The same goes with all these web sites promoting the idea that self-assembling nano-bots were put into vaccines. Supposedly made with graphene oxide. Graphene Oxide is only a theoretical material, an idea. Again resting on the notion of the world being made of particles. There is no evidence for its existence. The structures seen in these vaccines under a light microscope are due to the salt crystallizing in the saline solution. There is nothing to fear from that. It’s the other ingredients that are the problem.

Veda Austin has conducted many experiments with water to show that the crystal patterns are conveying information that is structured. But she also has to add some salt to the water to get it to show these patterns.

We can see messages in this water and we know that water can charge itself like a battery by absorbing infra-red energy. Water is the main part of our body and powers the processes of life. It is a primordial substance, interestingly the only substance not created at the beginning of creation in the Bible.

So how does memory fit into this experience? Brain scientists have yet to find where memories reside. I suspect that they remain outside of this realm of 3 dimensional space and time. And that water may be the bridge, the conduit, the sensory machine that interposes between our memories and our state of being, which is not bound to this place that we’re in. Concurrently the hippocampus in our brain is the connection to the water. When the hippocampus is damaged through injury or dementia, the person is still a complete being but unable to exist in this physical realm and at the same time connect to their memories.

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